Thursday, March 02, 2006

Happiness depends upon ourselves.
Aristotle.
maybe i should just set aside all my thoughts for a while and just RELAX. i don't know. maybe it's because of the stupid setback i had a while ago that made me feel so urgh. yeah well, my chinese grade did cheer me up a little. knowing that i can kick his ass for looking down on me! the idiot thinks all of us have to retake chinese. sheesh. oh. and it may also be because of all the comments from people that i'm taking real seriously.
i mean, i may not look serious. but yeah. comments from other people really make me reflect on what went right/wrong. oh well. low self-esteem? maybe. too bad no one agrees with me on this. :)
after a couple of rounds of "STUDY NOW. DO YOUR TUTORIALS NOW," i think it's best i start doing my work. a blunder made me worry a while ago. i thought that the common tests are starting next week. luckily, i found out that i saw the notice wrongly; it's after the holidays.
this got me thinking. IF the common tests are really next week, i'm not the slightest bit prepared. then i got damn stressed haha. (ya. jac is very blur.) so, now, everything people do/say or whatever affects me. YAY!
bbfn. math test tomorrow. so much for hard work, yeah? haha.
scribbled. ; 11:05 PM